so far I am kind of dreading this Saturday. so because my sister surprised me with the JL photo op and I wasn't originally gonna go. they have ViP passes and when she tried to get me one, they were sold out. so they have a 9 30am photo op with JDM and therefore will be inside the place before I can even get in. we're gonna have to be separated. they will be in the VIP line and I will be in the general line. allllll alone while theyre inside to do their po. im nervous about that with my anxiety standing alone outside in a different city. probably standing out there for hours too. Doors dont open until 10am. I will be there by 8am. already this is kind of looking shitty. she texts me and says this shit.
we were gonna leave at 5am but I have to document this for future me cuz 4 45 feels worse. ew I have anxiety right now thinking about it.
im gonna be so tired. waking up at 4am and rush to do makeup and then drive to my mom's and then we all leave by 4 45am. I might just do some makeup and the rest in the car cuz idk. I just want to look perfect for my damn pics. its feeling like I wont like my makeup as much if I am doing it in the car but I do not wanna wake up at 3 30am. then I have to stand outside in the line for hours alone. 😔 😟 🙁 😥 😞 mood: 😬 anxious
music: The Living End - 'Maitland Street"
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