bf bday outings

on bfs bday we took baby to the park and walked the nature trail and got her a snow cone. 

went out and had fun for boyfriends bday. we went to Wasabi and got the Lobster Monster roll.

then we took a Lyft to the bar and met Paige there. I was feeling kind of down at this point for some reason. waiting on the Lyft I felt so depressed and dreading going out. I felt this way last time we had a night out. I just missed my baby and didnt wanna go out and be around people. but once I got there and had a few drinks I felt better obviously. some guy came up to me and tried to hit on me and I just pointed at my bf lol. he then goes over to bf and shakes his hand? guys are so dorky. the bar has also turned into the PSL crowd. so it feels hella trashy now there. like its always been a dive bar but its become worse. music is awful... autotuned rap and depressing country music. for some reason someone played the iCarly theme song?  I kept trying to fast pass songs but half the stuff I searched for wasn't available on touch tunes. so i went ahead and played the usual stuff I do like Pierce The Veil and The Sleeping. weird they have The Sleeping but not Hail The Sun or LS Dunes.  we ended up ditching that bar and we went to Boardwalk which I use to despise going to cuz its so slow and boring there. but I actually loved it. way more chill and Markbob was working so I was happy to see him. ended up being so drunk and going on and on about Pierce The Veil to some bumpkin looking guys trying to play gay music. I was like YOU DONT KNOW THEM. i was so drunk. we ended up lea ing at 2am and came back microdosed  the mushrooms and watched The Wave. we had a long conversation about Justin Long. we were joking around how I should ask him why he doesn't follow this other character we like it the movie on IG. like he follows Justin but Justin doesn't follow him back. joking about making drama out of it at the convention. we didnt go to bed til 4am and had to get up at 9am. went to breakfast at Jans Place and got baby girl a gift from the gift shop of that restaurant. 

when we left some old lady pulled in and literally had a huge palm frond dragging behind her car and she some how didn't notice it. 

went back to pick her up from my mom's and my mom told me how well she did. passed out at 11pm and woke up at 9am. we took her to the park but I was feeling sooo tired and warn out. didnt get much sleep for 2 days and it takes a toll on me now that im an old bitch. luckily she slept all night so I was able to sleep all night too without interupted sleep. I still need another night of good sleep to recover.

mood: 😌 relaxed
music: Little Einsteins on tv