these new meds my psych put me on is an antidepressant for major depressive disorder & anxiety. now i didnt go into detail about my past diagnosis on being bipolar with rapid cycling. i basically wanted a reevaluation even though i am more than likely as such. so i got kinda worried about taking this Pristiq cuz it says it can trigger mania/hypomania. i am gonna give it a try and if my family notices anything off, i will no longer take it & instead i will go back on that antipsychotic i was on for bipolar. i remember when i was on it, it helped me but due to past experiences with shit like Lithium, it made my hair fall out a lot. so i got paranoid the Abilify was doing that, even though i was never 100% on that. nothing like losing weight & having my hair shed more than ever. still dealing with that unfortunately & have lost half the density, so what the hell. if this one doesnt work out, ill go back on the good ole Abilify.
Hail The Sun show is coming up & then bfs bday. he wants to go to this place in Fort Lauderdale that does fire dancing shows while you eat. Polynesian i think. we will be sleeping there over night. then i have another psych appt thennnn Justin Long~@*!~ periodically i get anxious when i think about it. nervous af
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