Father's Day

more tantrums, more car problems. well, the car works since they changed the mass air flow sensor but now the infotainment console is doing what they call "ghost touching". apparently the mazda cx5's have the worst infotainment consoles of any of them but offff course. so I did some research and they said to stop that, you have to unplug the wire that connects the touch screen feature. so if you disable it, it stops the erratic ghost touching. yesterday mine went haywire. it even called my hair stylist randomly. I dont even use the touch screen feature and you can't even use it when driving anyway. so I asked Zack about this and he said he can do this. youtube shows you tutorials but I don't want to fuck with taking apart my dashboard myself or any of that. but since it's causing issues due to Florida's heat? then i'll just have him unplug that wire.

so the mom again. I've still had some small bs but I ignored best I could. but she's getting extra weird again. I usually remove myself as much as I can because from a professional's stand point you have to stay away from narcissistic people for my own mental health. so shes always out there when my daughter is in the pool with her dad. so I never feel comfortable going out there. finally she was not around so I went outside. then she comes out and i just go back in after a couple mins. then she says to bf "did i interrupt something?" all innocent like. you know you did, hoe. then shortly after, my daughter comes in and says "grandma scares mommy" over and over. then she ran back in the room with the old hag and i heard her say "did you just tell on me?". i was livid because shes manipulating again. you never talk about adult dynamics with a 2 year old. she projects her bs onto my daughter and I hate that. so I told bf and he told her to never do that again and she acted like she had no idea what he was referring to, saying she never said that. then during a major toddler tantrum this old B says "i don't think she can be out here anymore (the living room)". fuuuuck you. wide load bitch. so after all of that bs

we went to Wasabi and got Thai food. last time we were there my daughter was being horrible and dropped her bracelets in the booth and we were gonna check to see if they were still there but people sat there. waiter told me.we looked like Joker & Harley Quinn and that he loved our style 😊  and some fat, greasy creep sitting with his dad turned around to look at us MULTIPLE times. my bf kept telling me about it and I noticed it too before we sat down. staring so hard and breaking his neck to look. creepy. but our food was so good tho.

babygirl slept horribly last night. since we picked her up from my moms a little passed her bedtime she didnt end up going to sleep until 10pm and woke up crying at 12 45am. she wanted to change nightgown, use the potty and drink my water. ugh. then she woke up at 6am and wanted to potty again and she only wanted to lay with me on her little couch so I couldn't fall back asleep then it was uncomfortable. then she fell asleep and woke up screaming at 8 30am. im struggling today. zzz