fuck this van

so0o been throwing away money it feels like on this van my dad left me. a van I can't comfortably drive cuz its too big and bulky I just know id get into fender benders. so the van got towed because my mom lives in a strict fucking apartment complex. my dad apparently drove it all the way down here from NC on a a year expired tag. so we had to have it all taken care of but before we were able to, the complex complained and had it towed without warning. my mom and I had to go to the tow place and pay 500.00 to get it out. so because of these people, we had to throw away 500.00. then I had to go down to the dmv ad pay 390.00 to get a new tag and it transferred to my name. before all that we sat at the dmv for 45 mins for them to tell us we have to meet up with a cop where the van is parked so he can write the vin and everything. so that was another 35 minute wait, waiting on the cop. I told him I didn't even want this van and he said good news is I can sell it and get something else. but when he looked at it having 340,000 miles on it he was like uhh idk how much you'd even get for it. its a 2017 van with a tonnnn of miles on it but I explained they were highway miles cuz my dad use to do deliveries on it. so now i start thinking. I feel like him giving me this van I dont want has actually cost me almost a grand in money I am trying to save for a new one. just a bunch of BS.