still here

still here. still dealing. trying daily.

so moving on... took baby to the waterpark. she hasn't been since she was 1. so we took her again after getting her a bathing suit at Target. she had a blast there. then the next day, we took baby girl to our friends' kid's 5th birthday party at the bowling alley. obviously she was too young to participate so we mostly sat in the game area. she was good until she ran around by the lanes where people were having their games. she threw a fit, laid on the ground crying 😒 but once we got her back into the game room it was all good. she sat at the table with all of the kids and ate nuggets, chips and then cake. it was so damn cute seeing her with all the other kids. 😭 

my tattoo appt was canceled cuz Paige didn't feel well so its rescheduled for this coming Sunday. my hair appt is Friday. I might have her cut an inch and a half off since my hair is still in the telogen effluvium phase 😔 it's still coming out. its so sad cuz its like half gone. to me it's so bad but looking at it from other's pov it looks fine. 😔 still. I looked it up and it says by May I should see it returning. so getting my hair done Fri and gonna do the pink and purple split dye ☆